It was just after I'd said my goodbyes to Mother's grave --
after all, it was Mother's Day -- and I was padding my way back to the street,
that I saw it.
A child's funeral. The size of the casket, at least, left little
doubt of that. Only a child, or a drastically changed SCABS sufferer,
could have been buried in that tiny wooden box. The pink flowers
I saw indicated a girl, and I thought instantly of Sarah, how
fragile she'd seemed in the beginning, how durable she'd proven
to be, how lucky I am to be her uncle. The sorrows of the gathered
spoke audibly in the cries of a woman whose red eyes and medicated
glaze indicated she was the child's mother, sedated for her own
safety. Overcome, I stopped, bowing my head in sorrow.
I should not have stopped.
I should never have looked.
When my head rose from my breast, I saw the mother looking at
me... looking at me with more hatred in her blurry gaze than I
ever wish to see directed my way again, for all the rest of my
life. They caught her as she started her dope-slowed lunge, screaming
half-formed threats in my furry face before I backed and fled,
chased by her gaze... and that of the man who was likely her husband...
...and the words. "Murderer! Go 'way! You... you can't have
her! Not again! No! No..." As I let their eyes roast my retreating
back, I already knew what the child had died from.
For all the medical community reminds the public, it's very
hard for the average Joe Q. to understand. SCABS and Martian Flu,
Martian Flu and SCABS: Just like thunder and lightning, they're
related... one causes the other. Also like thunder and lightning,
people don't always remember which comes first. As I hunched over
my cola, thankfully (and momentarily) free from the pressures
of my erstwhile pack of Lupine Boys, I could understand this.
It didn't make it any easier.
Once home, I'd scanned the obituaries, but I shouldn't have
bothered. The press had long since dropped the words 'Martian
Flu' from their medical dictionaries. Strictly in the name of
avoiding panic, naturally... and to stop reminding us of what
we already knew. That this disease, like polio and bubonic plague
before it, wasn't going to just disappear.
Three. There were three children's deaths recorded in the sheet
of paper spread before me, all listed as "due to viral infection".
Whether this was Martian Flu, a cold, or one of the meningitis
forms, nobody would ever know. As payment, I whispered a soft
prayer for all their mothers... they, alas, were far beyond this
Earth, in a far better place.
Finally, I heaved a sigh, shoved my thoughts aside... and turned
to the comics.
"You okay, Wand?"
I turned to see Jack, his broadly-asinine features mirroring
concern. I put on a smile, feeling it stop short of my eyes, and
answered. "Yeah," I said, not bothering with my British for the
moment. "Just... you know."
We shared a nod.
And life went on.