The Essence of Art
by Phil
Geusz
"Look at the technique!" Clover gushed. "See how the artist has used short
broken brushmarks to create a sensation of angst?"
I nodded, fascinated. Fine art was something largely new to me.
"And the use of color, Phil! See how the canvas seems to live?"
It did seem to live, I had to admit. But in such a horrid way! Everything
was twisted and distorted. Which was not surprising; the name of this work was
simply "SCABS".
"God, I wish I could paint like that!" Clover continued. "Marcus makes it
look so easy and natural. And I hear he painted this work in just a single sleepless
night. It's so rare for a realist painter like Marcus to produce an abstract
as well. Almost unheard-of, in fact. Leave it to a genius like him!"
That didn't surprise me. Or at least the sleepless part didn't. Just looking
at the thing made me uneasy. Distorted humans and various fragments thereof
floated around and merged with a great rotten-looking... blob. Our friend Ken
Bronski, who was spending the afternoon with us, had been unable to view the
canvas for more than a few seconds before fleeing in tears. He said it reminded
it him of something horrible he had once seen.
Whatever it was must have been pretty ugly. Being a homicide detective looked
to me like an awfully tough way to make a living, but Ken thrived on it. Personally,
I would NEVER care to run into anything in the least resembling "SCABS". Still,
the bilious greens and rotten yellows seemed in a way to speak directly to my
soul as well. A thousand broken dreams the painting told of, and a million bright
and shiny-new nightmares. Evil, nasty stuff. I shivered, again. How appropriately
titled this work was!
Clover was going on and on in her enthusiasm, which was unusual enough for
her that I merely nodded in the appropriate places and mimicked understanding
of the esoteric art terms for her. It was rare to see her get so worked up about
anything. I wanted her to enjoy it while she could instead of continually interrupting
her with questions in midstream.
We wandered about the gallery for a time, spending a pleasant Sunday afternoon
together among the canvasses. Marcus's work was on show, and I became rather
a fan myself that day. Which surprised me. First I had learned to appreciate
plays, and now paintings. Rabbithood was expanding my artistic horizons, if
nothing else.
"Come on!" Clover exclaimed excitedly as worked our way down the rows of
paintings. "I want to get a good seat for the unveiling." The high point of
the show, of course, was to be the first public viewing of a new Marcus work,
one that the critics were already speaking about in hushed voices according
to Clover. Given the quality of what had come before, even I was a bit excited
at the prospect.
Normally I like to sit inconspicuously in the back of the room at group
events, near the exit. But Clover was so excited that she got us a front-row
seat and I resigned myself to her choice; I would not spoil this moment for
her. Besides, Marcus always saved the best seats for SCABS like us. We had not
even paid admission. When I protested that I wasn't broke, the usher had simply
explained that my money was no good today.
Ken joined back up with us just before the big event; Clover had been thoughtful
enough to get us seats right next to a cushion suitable for him. He was courteous
but still a bit distracted, and his feathers were uncharacteristically rumpled.
Even worse, I scented vomit on his breath. But he seemed fine, though a bit
weak. So I refrained from being nosy. If he wanted to talk about it, I was his
counselor and friend. If not, it was his business.
Someone struck a glass with a spoon then, which I had seen done in movies
but never in real life before. It made a clean clear beautiful sound, one that
was right at home in an art gallery. And once there was silence the Great Artiste
himself eased up to the mike. Much to my surprise he appeared to be a Norm,
slightly built and about 35. Though one never knew, of course.
"Ladies and Gentlemen," he began, licking his lips nervously. I got the
idea that he was uncomfortable around people. "Norms and SCABS. I welcome you
to this showing of my latest works. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart
for taking time out of your lives to share this moment with me. Behind me under
wraps is my newest canvas. Without further ado, I dedicate it to each and every
human being suffering from the effects of the Martian Flu. It is in fact entitled
'Victims'."
The silky blue cover came off then. Clover leaned forward in eager anticipation.
And so did I, I admit.
The canvas was huge, as befitted the size and scope of the subject matter.
It was dark as well, filled with angry oranges and the sick rotten greens that
seemed to feature so strongly in Marcus's work. And the Victims, oh dear God...
Marcus had once again done his subject justice. Rows upon rows of human
beings in various states of transformation were spread out on an endless plain
that had clearly once been part of the normal world, but which through some
artist's magic had somehow subtly been recreated as a twisted Hell. No matter
how bizarre the bodies, magically Marcus had made every eye soulful, human and
a complete universe of misery. In the background like a rising sun stood bloody
red Mars in the ascendant, evil and triumphant and splotched with bilious green.
But in the foreground, in the foreground...
...was what made Marcus a world-renowned Master. A cross stood up on a little
knoll, and nailed to it was the very human figure of a young women. She was
screaming in her agony, screaming for all the silent ones behind her. Blood
was splashed and flecked all over her naked body, looking not at all like the
little symbolic ketchup-marks on traditional crucifixes. Her eyes glowed in
very human fear and anger. In desperation she had torn free her right hand from
the rough and cruel wood; with it she was reaching down towards the deformed
baby that lay still and dead below. But already a dark and rotting tentacle
was stretching from off-canvas toward the freed limb, and in the background
another was grasping a hammer with a double-helix handle. Meanwhile, yet a third
sought out a box of wicked-looking barbed nails. Clearly, she would not, could
not make her escape.
There was silence in the gallery for a bit, until the sheer power of the
canvas had done its work on us. Some of us were crying, especially we SCABS
up front. But eventually we began to remember where we were, what we were there
for, what was real. And then came the applause.
I thumped a hindfoot, of course, as my forepaws do not clap well. It's something
I've never done in public before, being too animal-like and undignified for
my ego. But then and there it was right. Ken snaked his neck about in a gesture
clearly of praise and appreciation, while Clover just stood and wept and applauded.
Marcus took his bows and withdrew with the most grace his clear sense of unease
would allow, and the session broke up. I knew already that I would never forget
it, and that Marcus would someday be ranked alongside the very greatest of Masters.
I felt privileged to have met him.
But like everyone else I had no idea of what was coming next. Through the
still-hushed crowd, I heard a distinctly explosive sound. And instantly knew
what it was. "Ken!" I cried out. "Ken! I heard a gunshot!"
"Where?" he demanded, suddenly all business.
"Back behind the rostrum. Where Marcus went."
"Shit!" he exclaimed with feeling. "Stay here. No, wait. Call me in some
backup. You up to making a call?"
"I am!" Clover declared, clearly shaken. "Phil, just stay here under the
seat. I'll be right back."
"OK!" replied Ken as he twirled on long avian legs and strode through the
suddenly anxious crowd. "Police!" he repeated over and over. "Official business.
Please, let me through."
So I waited calmly under my seat, just this once utterly unashamed of the
twitchy nervous creature I have become. I face enough SCABS-induced horror every
day myself to have a fair idea of what it must have felt like to paint "Victims".
No one can long survive that much pain, unless they have means of dealing with
it. And Marcus's nervous hesitant manner made me believe that no such outlet
likely existed for him. Which left only one escape, I realized. Yes, I was glad
to be a rabbit today, for I had no desire at all to confront the corpse of what
had just minutes before been the greatest artist I would ever know.
Eventually they let us make our statements and leave; the investigators
were very nice to us. Cops usually are pretty decent folks when you clearly
aren't a suspect, though I figure Bronski must have helped us out some behind
the scenes. Clover and I cancelled the festive dinner we had planned and snuggled
quietly in her bed for a time. Finally I turned on the news, where quite naturally
Marcus's life and death was the lead story. The shot had been suicide of course,
though no note was ever found. Nor had there been any family; they had disowned
Marcus five years back when she became male, losing her unborn daughter in the
process. The husband had demanded he undergo a sex change back to female but
there had been no money and the enraged and humiliated spouse was not prepared
to wait. The resulting divorce was short, brutal, and complete. And an act of
utter betrayal, in my admittedly prejudiced eyes. So very much Marcus had hidden
behind an unbreachable wall of privacy!
It was shortly after developing SCABS, it seemed, that Marcus's paintings
first began to attract critical notice. His work was completely different post-Flu.
And far better. There was now feeling there. Deep emotion. Depth. Power. Tragedy.
Dark, twisted, agonized beauty.
As requested in Marcus's will, the announcer commented, he would be cremated
without any kind of memorial service and his ashes mixed those of his neverborn
baby. The royalties from his works were to go various SCABS charities as well
as towards the ever-elusive cure. Even in death, he continued his angry war
against the virus.
Clover and I snuggled some more that night and grew ever closer. But snuggling
didn't help us get past our terrible sense of loss.
Nothing can ever do that, we fear.
FIN
Copyright 1999 by Phil
Geusz. If you want to post this anywhere else, please ask for permission
first. Thank you.
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