I have less than a day now to adjust my sleep cycle to getting up around 5:30am. Trouble is, I went to sleep at 5:30am today. >.< So I'm pretty much doomed, and am going to flunk out this semester purely from lack of sleep, but it's only 11pm now. Maybe if I go to bed I can manage to get myself in that delicate balance of calm and awareness I need to go to sleep. Maybe, just maybe... all my cares are finished for the night. I might get sucked into a book, but I... I hope I can avoid that. Tomorrow is not a school day, but the day after I have to be awake by 5:30am at least, otherwise I will be trapped in my hell hole of a town, with no way to get to school at all, the entire day.
Before I run off, I have to warn people who know me well. I hope you all read my journal, because I won't have time to mention this much elsewhere. I have one class every day of the week. Yes, that's right. One single class. One MWF class, and one TTh class, and both of them only have one single section the entire semester, and both are not offered next semester, or even the one after that. This is a problem because: I only have the option to escape my town by getting out the door at 6:15am, otherwise I can't go to school at all. I don't have an opportunity to return to this town until about 6:30pm.
So in other words, I am going to be at school all day for one single lousy class. 12 and a half hours, every weekday. I've tried to fill that up with some phys ed classes, and a volunteer spyware cleaner club thingy, but it's still a lot of time. I can access the school computer labs, so I should be able to do message boards, and primitive instant messaging, but my server here that I try to run will be largely out of my reach 90% of the time. I apologize in advance for any failures I cannot keep up with. Frankly, I don't think I can handle being away from a safe place to sleep for 12 hours every weekday, but it's my only hope. I don't wanna die, not here... the summer here is just horrible.
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