The scent of horses filled the air of the stables so completely that Charles could not even smell the other squire who was there with him preparing for the final joust that morning. Once again, Sir Saulius had proven his mettle at the jousting line, and they were fighting to defend the title that they had won a year ago. Unlike the previous year, Sir Andre Maugnard was not to be their opponent. The wolverine had lost his leg in the assault and still was not recovered enough to ride. According to Erick, Andre was still quite upset with the loss, though he’d been heartened that at the very least he had been allowed to judge the tourney. Sir Saulius had seen to that.
Even though it was not to be the wolverine that they faced, but the elk Sir Egland, Erick had made it clear to Charles that he would still fight with as much vigour as he had fought Sir Andre. And Charles suspected that he and Egland had already come to a knightly agreement over the terms of the battle as well.
The rich earthy aroma of the horses filled his nostrils, and he could feel the call of the trumpets stirring in his chest. Charles smiled as he brushed down both ponies, that of his knight’s and his own. Armivest’s chestnut coat was warm and firm, and the rat could feel hard muscles beneath, muscles nevertheless anxious and eager to move. He patted the charger’s side affectionately before moving to finish currying down his flanks. Tending to Saulius’s horse had become a familiar and pleasant chore in the last few months. He paid it the same loving care and concern he reserved for those special ones given to his care.
The thought of his five children still safely held at Glen Avery made him both smile and sigh. It had been four days now since he had left them to come back to Metamor. Kimberly and Baerle remained behind to tend to them. Still, his heart leapt with joy to be back at Metamor and in the company of such great friends as his fellow rats, not to mention the rest of the Long Scouts – they’d had a party at Long House the day he’d returned. He could well remember their pleasant japes at how he’d arrived at the gates with Sir Saulius and riding upon his horse carrying the rat knight’s banner.
But it was the leaving that he’d pondered most of that ride back to Metamor. That Charles would have to go back was undeniable. He had been training to take part in the joust once again for a full two months. Even the Duke had relaxed his exile so that he might return a few days before the exile was supposed to end upon the Solstice so that he might take part in the joust. And he could not disappoint Sir Saulius. Not in this!
Still, Charles and Kimberly had discussed the matter for several days before the time had finally come. Though they had made a home at Glen Avery, Charles still wanted to return to the Keep and raise his family there. He would not have his children see a city for the first time and gawk like peasants. But the children, though they had already demonstrated a proficiency in crawling – and in fact had already begun to get into places they shouldn’t – were still too young to make the long journey from the Glen to Metamor. And so, Kimberly had flatly told him that they were going to stay in the Glen for a few months more.
They had finally compromised though. They would keep both homes and use both, though they would live in Metamor for part of the year, and at the Glen for the remainder. Once the children were old enough at least. And so once the Summer Festivities ended, Charles would spend some time readying a place for them to live. It would of course be in the Long House. The Keep had even been convenient enough to provide space for him to examine. He’d only had time for a cursory glance, but the tiered home would suit them well. He already could imagine the children sliding down the stone banister and squealing in delight.
The stomp of a hoof brought his mind back to the present. Armivest was looking back at him as if he were mad. It was a strange thing to be called mad by a horse, but that seemed to be the pony’s opinion. Charles chuckled to himself and nodded, accepting the equine judgement before resuming the currying. The tack and barding was all prepared. He’d seen to that first. He found things went quicker that way.
In the adjacent stall, Malicon was peacefully chewing on the oats provided. His own roan was still spirited, but less demanding. Charles’s whiskers twitched as he muzzle drew open into a grin. “I’ll be with you in a moment, Malicon,” he said, before quickly stepping around behind Armivest to continue the brushing.
It was strange that he found such a fondness for the horses, he thought. As a Sondeckis, he’d not had much reason to ride, and so had only learned enough to be comfortable in the saddle. He’d learned a lot from Sir Saulius in rather short order and now considered himself an accomplished horseman. As a scout, it was a useful skill, though he often felt almost traitorous for having learned it. He could not be a squire and a scout at the same time. And in order to be a squire, he’d had to give up a great deal of his scouting duties at the Glen.
His heart trembled a bit as he thought back to the party his first night back at Metamor. Misha had took him aside and with a deadly solemn expression on his face asked him how serious he was about being Sir Saulius’s squire.
“It’s just for the joust, Misha,” Charles had said in reply. “We won last year, so we have to protect the title.”
“From what I hear, Sir Saulius takes this a little more seriously,” Misha had pointed out, going so far as to poke him in the shoulder with one claw to emphasize it.
Charles remembered grunting unhappily then. “Yes, I’m sure Erick would love to make me a knight, but that’s not who I am. I’m a scout, Misha. A Long scout. You don’t have to worry about that ever changing. No matter how many times I joust.”
Misha had nodded slowly, and then his grey eyes had softened. “You are coming back for good aren’t you?”
“Well,” the rat had explained uncomfortably. “I will stay for a short while to get a place prepared, but then I have to go back to the Glen until the children are old enough to move safely. We will be coming back, but I don’t think it will ever be forever.” The fox’s face had fallen at that, and he felt a need to explain. “We have a home at the Glen now too, Misha. And friends there. We can’t just leave them like that. I wish that I could have both at the same time. We’re going to try to do the next best thing.”
Thankfully, Misha had let the conversation drift back to more pleasant topics, and the party had gone on blissfully. There had been a good deal of drink and a good deal of food. Misha and the rest had taken a good bit of time to show Charles all that had changed in the five months since he’d left for the Glen. It all seemed lost in a fog now that he tried to remember it, but even so, it was remarkable how much was so familiar to him, and how much was new.
Well into the night they had partied, and for a time, Charles had forgotten his missing wife and children. But he remembered them on the next day as he spent time with the other rats, who were also thrilled to see him again. He invited them out to the Glen to see his children, and while they were at first uncertain, Julian convinced the rest of them that they had to go. After all, they were family too. Just the thought of bringing the other rats away from Metamor where they had hid so long filled his heart with joy.
Charles had also spent some time in the Sondeckis shrine. He felt an inordinate sense of peace as he had meditated before the altar, its throbbing power setting all of his bones and muscles at ease. The first time he stepped into the shrine he felt immediately recharged and refreshed in a way that he could not describe. It was a strange sort of second homecoming, as the shrine was built from clay and not the stone that existed in the rest of the Keep. He felt as if Sondeshara was welcoming him back too.
There were so many familiar faces and sights that he saw now that he was back in Metamor. He took long deep breaths and found the usual filth of the city filling his nose, but it was a good thing. The mix and miasma of animal and human odours comforted him. They were familiar, like an old worn blanket that had too much sentimental value to ever let it be tossed away. He had loved the clean forested scent of the Glen, but there was an air of liveliness in the city that made the Glen feel like an extended somnambulist stroll.
It was good to be back at Metamor.
Charles grinned widely and after patting Armivest’s cheek, he stepped around to the other stall where Malicon stood. He grinned to his roan pony and nuzzled him on the cheek with the bridge of his nose. “Ready for today?” he asked, and the horse snorted assertively. The long tail flapped back and forth, disturbing some of the hay. He laughed brightly and began to curry out his hide.
“I remember seeing you joust last year,” the other squire called out from the other side of the stable. Charles turned his head to regard the oryx. What had his name been? Ontor... Intor... something. He couldn’t quite remember.
“Ah, you saw that?” Charles asked in surprise. “It feels like so long ago now. So much has changed.”
The oryx nodded as he draped blankets over the backs of the two larger horses. “Yes, a lot has. I wasn’t a squire back then. I remember being very surprised, because I thought you were the Headmaster of the Writer’s Guild.”
“I was!” Charles said with a laugh. “Although I left the Writer’s Guild a year ago. To the day in fact, I think. Yes, now I remember. It was the Summer Solstice last year that I resigned.”
“Didn’t you become a scout?”
Charles nodded as he drew the brush through Malicon’s mane. The grooming was essential. Their horses had to look their best too when they were upon the field.
“I still am.”
“And a squire? How do you have time for it all? I only have time enough to serve as Sir Egland’s squire. Oh, we do other things from time to time. We were part of a musical troupe that performed in many of the Inns for a time, but we haven’t done much lately. He wanted me ready for this.” A smile crept across the Oryx’s muzzle, a slow one that formed only with careful calculation. “And now here it is. I’ve never been so fulfilled in all my life.”
“You didn’t want to be a knight?” Charles ask in surprise.
The oryx shrugged. Intoran! Yes, that was his name. He remembered Sir Saulius mentioning him now. Intoran leaned over the back of the warhorse’s neck. “No. I thought about it some, but what boy doesn’t? Sir Egland didn’t even really want to be a knight when he was a boy. His father didn’t give him a choice, and well, sometimes what we don’t want turns out to be exactly what we should do!” He laughed lightly and then added. “Eli works in mysterious ways as Father Hough often says.”
“Truly!” Charles joined him in the laugh. “How long do you think it will be before you are invested?”
“A few years,” Intoran shrugged. “At least. It took Sir Egland eight he said. But he started younger.”
“He doesn’t look that old. At least not as old as I am,” Charles pointed out. He did not like to think about his own age much. It was a good thing that Sondeckis, when they were not killed in battle, tended to live a long vibrant life.
“Or I!” Intoran nodded as he pulled the barding over the horse’s back. The horse grunted at the weight, but looked fierce and eager for what was to come. “Do you intend to give up scouting now that you are set to be a knight?”
Charles flinched at the question, and he even caught a tangle tightly in the brush. Malicon whinnied in objection. Feeling a blush of embarrassment come over him, he gently patted his steed over the sore spot and carefully worked out the tangle with his claws.
“Well, I don’t think I’m actually going to become a knight,” Charles admitted. He thought back to that second night, when Sir Saulius had insisted he join him at another sort of party. All of the knights that had signed up to take part in the joust had gathered at one of the larger Inns in the city to revel. Their squires had come along naturally, and Charles had the indignity of being introduced as Sir Saulius’s squire. And the pride that was in his fellow rat’s eyes made it all the worse. It seemed to Charles that Saulius really did expect him to become a knight too.
“No?” Intoran asked in surprise. “Why not? Don’t you like it?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it,” Charles admitted as he shifted about under the weight of the mail shirt that he wore from habit now more than anything else. “I do like what I have been doing, and I enjoy the tourney greatly. I would very much like to be the one jousting one day. But I am a scout. And I have a family now. I don’t have time for this too, as much as I would like it.”
Intoran grimaced for a long time. His thick fingers laced together the straps to keep the barding in place as he pondered. When he did speak, his words were measured, though Charles could not help but hear a bit of reproach in them. “Well, I guess that’s a good reason. But Sir Saulius really thinks the world of you, Charles. I don’t think anything would please him more than to see you invested into a knightly order.”
Suddenly, Charles felt irritated. It was bad enough that he hated having to tell Sir Saulius that he could not do this anymore. But he really resented how everyone else seemed to think that they knew better about what he should do than he did. He had judgement of his own after all. And it was his life! Even if Kimberly and Baerle may think it cute of him to be dressed in shining plate, he felt comfortable enough in dark green and brown jerkins with his fur dusted so as to blend into the woods. His life as a scout satisfied him. Did he really need to add knight to it as well?
“Aye, that would make him very happy,” Charles admitted finally. His smile, when it returned, was bittersweet. “And I am honoured that he thinks so highly of me. But the life I have is all I require.”
Intoran remained quite for several more minutes. Charles lost himself once more in the tending of his pony Malicon. Malicon nudged him a few times, sensing his distress. He could not help but smile and pat the horse on the nose, allowing the beast to lip at his fingers softly one by one. A subtle tune began to drift to his ears over the air at long last, and it took him a moment to realize that the oryx was humming.
For several minutes, Charles listened to the tune. It was slow and subtle, in one of the minor modes he judged. It sounded almost hymn-like in places, but there was a melancholy to it that was not borne of the Ecclesia. With a start, Charles finally recognized it. He’d heard Sir Saulius humming a similar song before. It was from the Steppes! He smiled then, letting the angular melody fill his ears as he continued tending to Malicon.
His first time returning to Metamor may not have been quite as he had hoped it would be, but it certainly had been enjoyable. It held the promise of more good times to come. He said a quiet prayer of thanks that he was allowed to return, and then added another prayer that he would soon be bringing his wife and children back with him to this city that had so long been his home.
Malicon whinnied to get his attention back where it belonged. With a short crisp laugh, Matthias resumed his duties as a squire in tending to the pony.
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