It was cold, that much he was aware of. The faces swirling about him, tight, smiling faces that were blissfully unaware of his discomfort gave him no surcease, but instead only reminded him of how out of his element he was in this wintry clime. Clutching the think woolen jacket about the shirt and breeches Coe had lent him, Vinsah made his way through the peopled streets of Metamor, going from shop to shop, always stopping to talk to the proprietors.
Part of his motivation was an honest desire to get to know the people of Metamor a bit better before he made his decision. Brian Coe was right, he did need to come out of his shell in the infirmary. The thought of taking on another identity and a new name did solve a few problems, most specifically what the Ecclesia would do if they found out he'd become a raccoon. However, the fifty-three years of his life before Metamor had to mean something, he could not simply throw it away quite yet. Besides, there was only name that he could think to call himself, and he refused to accept it as his own.
The other part of Vinsah's reason for visiting the shops was because of the simple fact that the storekeepers would have a fireplace somewhere in their shop that he could warm his paws by for a minute before returning to the chill. Several times, he'd been tempted to bring up the subject of the weather with some of the Keepers, but each time he was afraid that they would laugh and shrug it off as a brisk day. This frightened him for two reasons. The first was that it would indicate he was a man of southern temperate. The second was because he feared that it was going to get even colder before the winter would break, a prospect he did not look forward to.
Thankfully, none of the shopkeepers or the customers he'd had a chance to meet either brought up the weather themselves, or questioned his story. He'd thought over Coe's suggestions, and so selected a small town to the south of the Keep, a farming village that was sure to be populated by folks that were not in this part of the Valley. In fact, he rather enjoyed the role, it was a bit of a relief to just speak to the Keepers as another of their own kind, and not some visiting dignitary. The best part about it was that he'd so far managed to talk without ever revealing a name for them to remember.
It was unusual for him to be treated so casually, as his face was well known to all in Abaef. That community on the edge of the Deserts of Dreaming was so unlike Metamor, that he could scarcely catalogue the differences. The homes here were made from wood and stone, not from clay; he wondered if that would make them trickier to colour, as the clay in Abaef accepted dye quite easily. The clothes were all thick, covering folk from head to toe, and sometimes the tip of their tail too. In Abaef, they had been light, mostly to shield their faces from the bright sun. Remnants of vegetation lined every street, a testament to the greenery that surely must flourish in the summer months. Vinsah's old home had been a parched land, with few farms, all from the irrigation canals passing through Yesulam. He missed the familiar things, all the things of Abaef, even that face that was so recognized. Now, it hid behind the mask of the raccoon, a mask that no one at Metamor ever questioned or brought up.
Another thing that surprised him was that very few of the Keepers would even mention the late Patriarch Akabaieth. Not that he ever brought the subject up himself, he could never tell if the person he was speaking too was Follower or Lightbringer, nor would he ever ask. However, while in the bakery, a sweet smelling little shop with a crackling fire casting shimmering reflections on the parquetry, the tabby apprentice made mention of him after the baker himself grumbled and returned to his ovens.
"He's been like that since the Patriarch's death, don't take it personally," the feline remarked as he scrubbed an empty shelf with a bit of cloth. He then cast his eyes down, staring at his dark-furred paws, and the short claws that tipped them. "He doesn't mean anything by it."
Vinsah nodded and offered the cat a gentle smile, much like the one Akabaieth used to wear. Why was he suddenly so comfortable around the Keepers? "I understand, the news of it was a blow to us as well. Is he a–" Vinsah scanned his mind for the name the Lightbringers used for the Followers. "Is he a Patildor?"
Brennar shook his head then, pushing the crumbs into a small dust pan and then depositing it in a nearby wicker basket. "No, he's a devout Lothanasi. You never got a chance to see the Patriarch did you?"
Vinsah nearly bit his tongue then, forgetting just how sharp his procyonid teeth could be. "No, I was still in Jetta at the time."
Nodding the tabby set the dust pan down, and inspected the counter one last time, sniffing at it with his tan nose. "He was a great man, and the world is worse off without him. I don't think that there was a soul here at Metamor who did not love him by the time he died. And to think, many of us didn't want him here."
The raccoon shuffled a bit closer to the fire then, wishing that his feet could take boots, as the fur around his toes was sopping wet from the snow. "I wish he'd survived," he murmured quietly, meaning it in more ways than Brennar could ever understand.
The tabby sighed, scratching at his side with one paw. His long narrow tail flicked from side to side as he considered the empty counter. A small smile crept over his short muzzle then, "But, things are looking up for our lives here. Prince Phil has finally taken a wife, smiles abound everywhere you go, and–" suddenly a very mischievous smile spread across the apprentice's lips, "there will be snow on the ground for the next three to four months. I love this season. I use to live on a farm too, and I can remember how nice it was to just relax most days, with nothing to do other than to frolic, and take care of the animals. Don't you agree?"
Vinsah held out his paws to the fire, staring at the wet grey fur, grimacing. This was going to take forever to dry, and it wouldn't matter anyway, as he was just going to go back out into that mess before too much longer. "I suppose. I always preferred summers myself when it's pleasantly warm."
Brennar favoured him another grin, "I can tell, you've been hugging the hearth since you came in here."
Snorting, Vinsah realized that the cat was right, and so let out a small chuckle as well. "Well, it won't really do any good I suppose, I've many more errands to run today. Haven't decided whether I want to live here or not yet, but this shop alone makes a compelling argument for it. Perhaps I could buy something to warm my insides as well? I've used up enough of your fire I think."
Crossing over to the occupied side of the counter, Brennar nodded and flicked his tail in a self-satisfied feline grin. "You'll definitely find many things here to warm your belly. What would you like?"
Vinsah selected a thick pastry flavoured with brown sugar and apples, and then bid the tabby good day. He then reentered the cold midday air, setting his almost dry paws into the soft snow. Half-licking, half-chewing, he ate the pastry in short time, but it did temper the chill somewhat for those moments, and made his journey down the main thoroughfare more pleasant. The sky was clear now, and the sun warmed him slightly, but still, he pulled the coat close about his shoulders as he walked, long tail swinging behind him.
It was only a short while later that a voice called out behind him, "Excuse me?" Vinsah did not recognize the voice, and so continued on, thinking that it must have been meant for another, yet whoever it was, persisted, and stepped closer. "Excuse me," he said again, his toe claws rasping on the recently cleared cobblestones. In another few days, Vinsah was sure that it would be covered in another layer of snow.
Turning about, he saw a figure cloaked tightly in a black robe staring at him. The most singular feature about the Keeper was that he too was a raccoon. "Yes? Can I help you?"
The other raccoon chuckled lightly, and stepped closer. "Actually, I was just curious to see who you were. I've not seen any other raccoons here at the Keep aside from myself and Brian Coe. I know for a fact that there aren't any either, and so I had to solve the mystery."
Vinsah did his best not to grimace. Whoever this Keeper was, he was certain to be inquisitive, and the Bishop had no desire to answer lots of questions. "I don't actually live here at the Keep. I'm from Jetta to the south."
"Jetta–" the other remarked thoughtfully. "Isn't that a farming village just south of the Iron mines?"
"That's right," Vinsah said, nodding once. "I'm actually thinking of coming here to Metamor, and was looking around to get a feel for the place."
"I see, perhaps you would like a bit of a tour then? I have little I need to do at the moment."
Vinsah waved one paw to the figure. "No thank you, that won't be necessary. I prefer to make my own way about."
"Oh, come now. I could make your search go much smoother and quicker. Besides, you could see more of the town that way if you had a guide." There was an unreadable expression on his muzzle, but staring into those dark eyes, Vinsah felt a bit uncomfortable. There was an intensity of purpose in those orbs that would not be denied.
Sighing, he shifted about on his paws. "I suppose you are right."
"Of course I am." The other raccoon wore a self-satisfied smirk just then, his triangular ears flitting to one side at the sound of a door closing behind him. "My name is Rickkter, what be yours?"
Vinsah stumbled then, pretending to slip on the icy walkway. Rickkter did not immediately move to help him up, but after the newcomer unceremoniously crashed on his own tail, his fellow procyonid laughed, reached out a hand, and lifted the Bishop back to his paws. "Be careful there, it's a bit slippery."
"I noticed!" Vinsah said, his eyes wide, even as he gently reached one paw behind him to feel across his tail for bruises. He still had a bit of trouble accepting it as his own, despite the fact that it was with him even in his dreams. A sudden chill passed through him that had nothing whatsoever to do with the early December air at the thought of his dreams. What had he seen last night?
"So what is your name?" Rickkter asked again, still gripping his other arm beneath the shoulder.
Vinsah looked up at him, grasping for any name other than the one that yearned to be spoken. Yet there were none out there, none that would come; every time he tried to conjure another, that one from his dreams bubbled up like something rising from the sands, some night scorpion intent to plunge its stinger in his heart.
Eventually though, he had to say something, so he allowed it to pass over his tongue, and yet, it did not burn as much as he thought it might. "I'm called Elvmere."
Rickkter nodded then. "A Sathmoran name. Were your ancestors from that land to the west, Elvmere?"
Vinsah started at that, hoping his look of surprise was not obvious to the other raccoon. "I, I never asked, I always just thought of this Valley as our home. Perhaps many generations ago." How could that name be Sathmoran? That was a Lothanasi kingdom. Why would the spectre's in his dreams call him by a pagan name?
"You're a farmer, are you not?"
"Yes, well, I've served on a farm at least."
"You talk like an educated man," Rickkter added then, letting go of his arm, and looking down the street. "Where would you like to go?"
Vinsah shrugged. "You know this place better than I, you pick." After a moment, and after his unwanted companion had started down the road, he said in a nonchalant voice, "I've read several books. My father always thought it important to know how to read and write." Which was true, and it had been the driving force that led him to join the Ecclesia as a priest in the first place over thirty years ago.
"Ah, very true. Your father was wise then. What sort of books did he have you read?"
"Histories mostly, at least to start with. Occasionally I'd read something purely for pleasure. I always liked reading the works of your Writer's Guild here." He'd seen a few, mostly those that Akabaieth had told him he ought to read. "I guess I was hoping to meet some of them, especially that Charles Matthias, the one who wrote that story about the father and son reconciling. Do you know him?"
Rickkter did not say anything immediately, rather he kept his head turned from Vinsah for several seconds. His tail flicked in irritation though, as if he'd been asked to do a particularly demeaning job. "I've met him a few times, yes. I'm sure if you decide to live here, you'll see him eventually." His voice was distant, as if he were rehashing an argument very far away.
"What do you do here at Metamor?" Vinsah asked all of a sudden, finding the sudden silence repugnant. He wondered just exactly what it had been he'd said to spark that bit of nervous tension.
Rickkter appeared to snap out of his funk almost instantly, turning once more to gaze questioningly at his procyonid companion. "I'm with the patrols, mostly as a field mage. We need as many of those as we can find." His eyes scanned Vinsah for a moment then, as if studying him for weaknesses. "You look to be rather strong. You might want to consider joining the patrols, at least on reserve. We could use all the able bodied fellows we can get."
"I don't think the life of a soldier is for me, but I'll think about it. I don't like hurting people."
Rickkter stared at him a moment, one eye wide. "Nobody should like hurting another. People either fight because they want to protect another, or because they are being paid to do it."
"And which are you?"
Rickkter, licked his muzzle a bit, his breath coming out in steam into the air as he thought for a moment. "Both, I am happy to say." He then pointed with one black claw towards a low set building with smoke rising from its brick chimney. "If you are looking for some thicker clothes, this would be a good place to visit. Do you realize you're teeth are chattering?"
Vinsah closed his mouth tight, abashed that he'd let himself display his discomfort so openly. His whiskers drooping, he chuckled softly. "I've never liked the cold weather I'm afraid, and I've never had enough money to buy myself thicker clothing. Even after I grew the fur, it only helped somewhat."
Rickkter chuckled then, patting him on the back slightly, indicating the solid oak timbers of the door. "You are not alone in that, Elvmere. I cannot abide the frigid weather either." He then took a few steps towards the storefront. "Well, then let us see if we can find you something. You have a lot more to see today I imagine, and it is only going to get colder." With a shudder, Vinsah followed his fellow raccoon into the shop, dreading what the next three months were going to be like!
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