Fever Dreams

Journal started Apr 4, 2006


Wow it's late and I'm floating balloon head, and I want to sleep but I want to help but I want to jump around and scream at the top of my lungs. It wouldn't sound right though, nothing sounds right. I just ditz around and look at other people's drawings and learn and learn and learn like a sponge, a sponge that never fills up, never gets squeezed to let the water out. I should go draw, but if I did then I'd just go to sleep, so here I am journaling and profanizing my mind with fchan and yes I do look at /c/ thank you very much. It's a funny thing how we sort our art by what it does, not what it is, because we aren't what we do but what we are right? I just look for good stuff. I have too many pics. bittorrent wasn't working right, but it turned out it was my friend's router, so we worked on that but the diagnostic program was buggy itself, so was failing because of weird network stuff! Our fourth cat Teto is asleep next to me; she's been like glue all day, because I'm usually away at school or asleep for... 79.2% of the day, and now I'm on vacation and I already wasted the entire first day, but I kind of expected that. So I know St. John's Wort will help me calm down, so I'm going to take it and go to bed because I'm so tired. Wish I could draw though instead.


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