by Husky Raznaspoenik |
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chapter 4: hiding
"Husky, are you there? Sorry we are so early... Open the door
son! We want to see you."
They want to see me? Ah... I think that they're not quite prepared
for this.
I walked to the door and opened the letter-box: "Mom, Dad, could
you come in the house via the back door, with the front door open
everyone can see me."
I heard a short conversation between my mother and my father
before she answered me: "Sure, son. We will get in via the back
door."
I waited and looked trough the closed curtains of my living
room until I saw the familiar shapes of my parents and my little
brother. They did decide to take him with them, which managed
to shape a small smile on my muzzle. I saw them approaching the
house and heard a short knock on the door: "Husky, we are here
son. Open the door so we can see you."
"Mom, are you really sure of this?"
"Yes son, we saw you on television so we already are prepared."
I breathed in deeply through my nostrils, turned the key and
opened the door.
"Come in, folks."
"God, Husky. You look quite... how should I put this. Handsome,
more handsome than on the telly anyway."
"So you aren't afraid of me?"
"No, of course we aren't, son. You're still our son, nothing
will change that."
I was relieved, my parents still accepted me as their son. Somewhere
back in my mind I always knew that, even with the depression I
had... I moved forward and hugged my mom.
My little brother was next, I could see he enjoyed me hugging
him, something he never enjoyed before. I was trying to see my
father, but he somehow managed to stay behind a little, I wonder
what he was thinking, it wasn't very normal of him to stay this
quiet.
"Mom! I guess we don't need a dog now anymore eh? Husky's fur
is soft enough for me."
I hit my brother slightly at the ears: "Don't think you can
put a lead on me you little brat. Or I'll use these..." I showed
my pointy teeth, which scared the hell out of my brother. He had
a look on his face that I had only seen before when had been attacked
by a young goat a few years ago. He started crying and ran to
his mother.
"Uhm... Eric... Sorry about that. I didn't mean to scare you
off."
Then, suddenly, my father awakened from his silence: "How do
you dare to scare your little brother so much... you... you freak!"
My mother looked at my father with a furious look in her face:
"Herman! It's your own son for god's sake!" But the damage had
already been done.
"Well, look at him! To call your son a freak is... is... the
truth," he stammered.
"No, it's not!" my mother shouted. "Look at Husky yourself!
He's not a fucking freak!" I couldn't remember the last time my
mother cursed, so I knew she meant it.
My father started to stammer : "Husky... I'm so sorry. I was
never supposed to..."
I looked at my father with a look of forgiveness: "It's all
right dad." We walked to each other and gave each other a warm
hug, tears coming from our eyes.
* * *
It was a few hours later, I had updated my parents and my brother
on what had happened the past two days, finishing with the sudden
leave of Elizabeth.
I was just ready to make some more coffee when the phone rang,
I had turned on the answering machine because I didn't really
want to answer the phone. My little brother decided he needed
to be against the grain and he picked up the phone.
"Hi, Eric speaking!" He had a natural look on his face, so this
probably meant it was someone he didn't know. "Husky! It's for
you! Someone from TV."
I grabbed the phone: "Hi, this is Husky." A familiar raspy voice
came trough the phone:
"Susan Parker here. Hi Husky."
Goddamnit, I had told her that she would not call me, one interview
was enough for now: "Hi Susan. Why did you call me? I told you
not to call me for the next week or so."
I sounded a little bit angry, so she sounded a bit scared: "Sorry
Husky. I know I wasn't supposed to call you, but I just had to.
It's amazing. After we aired the interview we got over 500 calls
from all over the country, and even from other countries. I just
had to let you know that you are certainly not a stranger anymore."
Fuck me! I had always been someone who managed to make these
kind of dumb decisions. What came into me that I would be interviewed
while I was only transformed for one day? Well, it had already
happened, the damage had already been done, I can moan about it
now, but it won't help me.
I sighed before re-entering the conversation again: "So... what
did all those 500 people say?"
"Well, they had a lot of different reactions. The majority was
positive, but there were some, how shall I put this, 'opposing'
reactions."
I scratched my ears slightly: "What do you exactly mean by 'opposing'
Susan?"
I heard Susan sighing on the other end: "Well. It seems that
we are not as tolerant as we all think we are. There were some
threats, and some people even talked about..hmm...'physical actions'."
"Physical actions?!" I yelled trough the phone. "You mean they
are gonna..."
"Well, I don't think so" Susan responded. "There were lots of
positive reactions too. There were some people who were very interested
in you. We even got some offers for commercials."
"For what? Dog food? Well, and what should I do now? Did you
gave any of them my address?" I asked nervously.
"No, of course not Husky," she assured me: "I would never give
out your address. Of course not."
"Well, thanks for the information, Susan. I have a feeling we
will talk again very soon."
"See you soon, Husky."
I hung up and turned on the answering machine again.
I directed my attention to my brother: "Eric... Could you please
just let the phone ring the next time? I don't want to be disturbed
by that thing again."
"But why Husky? Don't you want to be called by anyone?"
I sighed a little: "Well, I don't."
Suddenly my father joined in the conservation, interrupting
me: "Husky, listen son. You have to get over this. Lots of your
friends probably called you and are worried about you. You should
at least let them know that you're all right.
I knew my father was right, and that I should let all my friends
know. But how? I wasn't looking forward to phoning all my friends
and having the same 'Oh my god, you turned into a monster!' conversation
every time.
I was thinking how I should solve this problem when my mother
came up with a good suggestion, something that she was very good
in: "Husky, why don't you just send all your friends a letter,
let them know you're still alive? Maybe you could attach a picture
of yourself so they won't be so shocked when they see you alive
for the first time."
"Great idea, Mom. I'll do that."
I was ready to get a camera to get a picture of myself taken
when my mother called me: "Husky... I think there's something
else we have to talk about."
I turned around, my ears lying flat against my skull. I knew
there was something that was bothering her.
"Husky, maybe we should talk about you going into hiding. The
prospect of you being beaten up by someone looks very real to
me..."
I knew she was going to say something like this, and I knew
she was right. But somewhere else in my mind, I couldn't even
think of the possibility that I could be beaten up by someone
for the simple reason that I looked different. I was brought up
by my parents to be tolerant to every human, no matter how they
looked or what their beliefs are.
"Mom, you can't be serious. I mean... we live in a tolerant
country, don't we? I mean... the Netherlands are the most tolerant
country in the world, or at least, that's what I used to think..."
My father joined again in the conversation: "You don't know
how they will react son. This... 'state' you have is something
quite... unique. And don't forget that getting killed for nothing
is something that still happens in this country. Don't make the
illusion that just because we live in a tolerant country things
like that don't happen anymore. Please, do us a favour Husky.
Come home, live for a while with us. Only for a few weeks so that
everything is calm again. And that people have started thinking
about the transformations. Then, you can show yourself to the
world again..."
I thought about this, and it made sense. It would be better
for me if I just withdraw from public for a while. It would be
a lot safer, and I didn't have to worry that my parents would
ring me up every day to see how I was doing.
"Alright dad, I'll guess that's the best for everyone."
We started making preparations for the trip back to my parents'
house. I put on a long raincoat, which would hide my tail and
most of my furry body. I put on a baseball cap, hoping the shadow
would hide my muzzle a bit.
We waited until it was dark outside and walked slowly to the
car.
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