| by Husky Raznaspoenik | 1 2 3 4 5 | 
chapter 4: hiding
  "Husky, are you there? Sorry we are so early... Open the door
			son! We want to see you."
			  They want to see me? Ah... I think that they're not quite prepared
			for this.
			  I walked to the door and opened the letter-box: "Mom, Dad, could
			you come in the house via the back door, with the front door open
			everyone can see me."
			  I heard a short conversation between my mother and my father
			before she answered me: "Sure, son. We will get in via the back
			door."
			  I waited and looked trough the closed curtains of my living
			room until I saw the familiar shapes of my parents and my little
			brother. They did decide to take him with them, which managed
			to shape a small smile on my muzzle. I saw them approaching the
			house and heard a short knock on the door: "Husky, we are here
			son. Open the door so we can see you."
			  "Mom, are you really sure of this?"
			  "Yes son, we saw you on television so we already are prepared."
			  I breathed in deeply through my nostrils, turned the key and
			opened the door.
			  "Come in, folks."
			  "God, Husky. You look quite... how should I put this. Handsome,
			more handsome than on the telly anyway."
			  "So you aren't afraid of me?"
			  "No, of course we aren't, son. You're still our son, nothing
			will change that."
			  I was relieved, my parents still accepted me as their son. Somewhere
			back in my mind I always knew that, even with the depression I
			had... I moved forward and hugged my mom.
			  My little brother was next, I could see he enjoyed me hugging
			him, something he never enjoyed before. I was trying to see my
			father, but he somehow managed to stay behind a little, I wonder
			what he was thinking, it wasn't very normal of him to stay this
			quiet.
			  "Mom! I guess we don't need a dog now anymore eh? Husky's fur
			is soft enough for me."
			  I hit my brother slightly at the ears: "Don't think you can
			put a lead on me you little brat. Or I'll use these..." I showed
			my pointy teeth, which scared the hell out of my brother. He had
			a look on his face that I had only seen before when had been attacked
			by a young goat a few years ago. He started crying and ran to
			his mother.
			  "Uhm... Eric... Sorry about that. I didn't mean to scare you
			off."
			  Then, suddenly, my father awakened from his silence: "How do
			you dare to scare your little brother so much... you... you freak!"
			  My mother looked at my father with a furious look in her face:
			"Herman! It's your own son for god's sake!" But the damage had
			already been done.
			  "Well, look at him! To call your son a freak is... is... the
			truth," he stammered.
			  "No, it's not!" my mother shouted. "Look at Husky yourself!
			He's not a fucking freak!" I couldn't remember the last time my
			mother cursed, so I knew she meant it.
			  My father started to stammer : "Husky... I'm so sorry. I was
			never supposed to..."
			  I looked at my father with a look of forgiveness: "It's all
			right dad." We walked to each other and gave each other a warm
			hug, tears coming from our eyes.
* * *
  It was a few hours later, I had updated my parents and my brother
			on what had happened the past two days, finishing with the sudden
			leave of Elizabeth.
			  I was just ready to make some more coffee when the phone rang,
			I had turned on the answering machine because I didn't really
			want to answer the phone. My little brother decided he needed
			to be against the grain and he picked up the phone.
			  "Hi, Eric speaking!" He had a natural look on his face, so this
			probably meant it was someone he didn't know. "Husky! It's for
			you! Someone from TV."
			  I grabbed the phone: "Hi, this is Husky." A familiar raspy voice
			came trough the phone:
			  "Susan Parker here. Hi Husky."
			  Goddamnit, I had told her that she would not call me, one interview
			was enough for now: "Hi Susan. Why did you call me? I told you
			not to call me for the next week or so."
			  I sounded a little bit angry, so she sounded a bit scared: "Sorry
			Husky. I know I wasn't supposed to call you, but I just had to.
			It's amazing. After we aired the interview we got over 500 calls
			from all over the country, and even from other countries. I just
			had to let you know that you are certainly not a stranger anymore."
			  Fuck me! I had always been someone who managed to make these
			kind of dumb decisions. What came into me that I would be interviewed
			while I was only transformed for one day? Well, it had already
			happened, the damage had already been done, I can moan about it
			now, but it won't help me.
			  I sighed before re-entering the conversation again: "So... what
			did all those 500 people say?"
			  "Well, they had a lot of different reactions. The majority was
			positive, but there were some, how shall I put this, 'opposing'
			reactions."
			  I scratched my ears slightly: "What do you exactly mean by 'opposing'
			Susan?"
			  I heard Susan sighing on the other end: "Well. It seems that
			we are not as tolerant as we all think we are. There were some
			threats, and some people even talked about..hmm...'physical actions'."
			  "Physical actions?!" I yelled trough the phone. "You mean they
			are gonna..."
			  "Well, I don't think so" Susan responded. "There were lots of
			positive reactions too. There were some people who were very interested
			in you. We even got some offers for commercials."
			  "For what? Dog food? Well, and what should I do now? Did you
			gave any of them my address?" I asked nervously.
			  "No, of course not Husky," she assured me: "I would never give
			out your address. Of course not."
			  "Well, thanks for the information, Susan. I have a feeling we
			will talk again very soon."
			  "See you soon, Husky."
			  I hung up and turned on the answering machine again.
			  I directed my attention to my brother: "Eric... Could you please
			just let the phone ring the next time? I don't want to be disturbed
			by that thing again."
			  "But why Husky? Don't you want to be called by anyone?"
			  I sighed a little: "Well, I don't."
			  Suddenly my father joined in the conservation, interrupting
			me: "Husky, listen son. You have to get over this. Lots of your
			friends probably called you and are worried about you. You should
			at least let them know that you're all right.
			  I knew my father was right, and that I should let all my friends
			know. But how? I wasn't looking forward to phoning all my friends
			and having the same 'Oh my god, you turned into a monster!' conversation
			every time.
			  I was thinking how I should solve this problem when my mother
			came up with a good suggestion, something that she was very good
			in: "Husky, why don't you just send all your friends a letter,
			let them know you're still alive? Maybe you could attach a picture
			of yourself so they won't be so shocked when they see you alive
			for the first time."
			  "Great idea, Mom. I'll do that."
			  I was ready to get a camera to get a picture of myself taken
			when my mother called me: "Husky... I think there's something
			else we have to talk about."
			  I turned around, my ears lying flat against my skull. I knew
			there was something that was bothering her.
			  "Husky, maybe we should talk about you going into hiding. The
			prospect of you being beaten up by someone looks very real to
			me..."
			  I knew she was going to say something like this, and I knew
			she was right. But somewhere else in my mind, I couldn't even
			think of the possibility that I could be beaten up by someone
			for the simple reason that I looked different. I was brought up
			by my parents to be tolerant to every human, no matter how they
			looked or what their beliefs are.
			  "Mom, you can't be serious. I mean... we live in a tolerant
			country, don't we? I mean... the Netherlands are the most tolerant
			country in the world, or at least, that's what I used to think..."
			  My father joined again in the conversation: "You don't know
			how they will react son. This... 'state' you have is something
			quite... unique. And don't forget that getting killed for nothing
			is something that still happens in this country. Don't make the
			illusion that just because we live in a tolerant country things
			like that don't happen anymore. Please, do us a favour Husky.
			Come home, live for a while with us. Only for a few weeks so that
			everything is calm again. And that people have started thinking
			about the transformations. Then, you can show yourself to the
			world again..."
			  I thought about this, and it made sense. It would be better
			for me if I just withdraw from public for a while. It would be
			a lot safer, and I didn't have to worry that my parents would
			ring me up every day to see how I was doing.
			  "Alright dad, I'll guess that's the best for everyone."
			  We started making preparations for the trip back to my parents'
			house. I put on a long raincoat, which would hide my tail and
			most of my furry body. I put on a baseball cap, hoping the shadow
			would hide my muzzle a bit.
			  We waited until it was dark outside and walked slowly to the
			car.
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